The experience of writing Our Grand Journey of Self-Exploration has allowed me to reclaim parts of myself. It has made me aware of the certainty that I can no longer ignore Peter’s passing. Ultimately, it has also blessed me with the opportunity to explore who I am now.
As I continued to evolve beyond my identity of the past ten years, I found a breathing space with a renewed sense of purpose and passion. The pure experience of what I have come to call “our grand journey of self-exploration” was unquestionably the most important of my life. In this process, I grew. My life steadily developed as my grief grew more balanced with bouts of self-healing of these emotions, my mental stability, and physical wellness.
I explored what a life without Peter would be like. I tuned-in to myself to open up to a different vision of my future. At the same time, I recognized that my new sense of purpose landed me here on these pages, writing for the purpose of healing myself and helping others.
This newfound meaning and purpose compelled me to express the beauty of our miraculous journey. Had it not been for our profound lessons and the fullness of the love and empowerment we created throughout our journey, we could not have reached these new levels of understanding. It paved the way to a divergent lifestyle, and my health and happiness moved to a new intensity.